Post by andrea4 on Oct 10, 2012 21:54:30 GMT
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#f4f4f4; width:400px; padding:8px; border: 8px solid #5E5A80;] that's part of it all PART OF THE BEAUTY OF FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU IS THE FEAR YOU WON'T FALL maya heaved, groaning as she realized that she had nothing in her stomach to get rid of. she had been working off a high, well partying was more like it, and she hadn’t eaten in days. but it was a small price to pay, drugs helped her concentrate in school and made it close to impossible to sleep so she wasn’t plagued with nightmares. the only downfall? the crash that came with it. she knew alcohol wouldn’t numb out the pain but she kept drinking the night before without a care in the world. maya knew this would happen but she had avoided thinking about it. she continued heaving, it was close to impossible to stop but she managed it after a while. maya removed herself from the toilet and headed for the sink. she brushed her teeth twice and let the mouthwash take care of anything she might have missed. one look in the mirror was enough for her to remove the oversized t-shirt she had on and her underwear. maya took a long shower then draped a towel over her figure when she was done. it was a sunday which meant she had no work or school. maya would have loved nothing more than to slip back into bed and go into dream land but her stomach was making whale-like noises that couldn’t be controlled. she headed into the kitchen of her cozy three-bedroom apartment, careful not to wake up any of the roommates. they would kill her if she woke them up before twelve. anyways, she searched the pantry for anything edible but was disappointed to see that no one had bothered to go shopping. she quickly headed into her room and walked out ten minutes later, fully dressed and already walking out the door. she headed to the local diner and got a quick bite to eat. well not that quick since she was ravenous. maya walked out thirty minutes later, her stomach full and her pockets full of money that she had left over. she continued walking, knowing that her roommates wouldn’t be awake yet. they were lazier than she was. so maya continued walking to the boardwalk. maybe she would find something to do. maya wasn't surprised to see that the boardwalk was full of people. only her roommates and her refused to wake up till late afternoon. hell if she hadn't had the urge to throw up she would probably still be dozing off. her eyes scanned the area, never landing on anyone for too long. she didn't need some conflict right now. she only stopped to purchase a soda from a vendor, her stomach was still killing her but probably because it wasn't used to having food lately. she pulled a cigarette out of her pocket, hoping a smoke would help her feel better. unfortunately, she wasn't able to find a lighter. she searched every pocket she had then let out a small sigh. next time, she would make sure she had a cigarette and a lighter. tagged ! |
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